So what am I doing today?

Nothing really.

I need to be calling the local county services and make an appointment for an evaluation. I don't have insurance and this seems to be the best way to go.

So why haven't I? Anxiety basically. I'm not scared, but I am scared. You know how anxiety will do you.

I want help, I've decided to get the help, and I even have someone who will take me to an appointment. I will do it, I know I can. But this is just anxiety and what it will do to you. It keeps you from doing the things you want to do, and you know you should do. It's not simple procrastination or laziness. I want more than anything to get over this.

This is when you know you need to get help.

I will call. I will call.

Maybe tomorrow... sigh.